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n my human nature, it has always been easy finding the small joys in life, the funny in any situation, but I’m so low, I can’t even fake a grin at the moment. I lost myself a little over seven years ago and can’t seem to find my way back no matter how I try. Some days I get closer, while other days seem too hazy. The past year and a half have been brutal and crushing.
This past weekend should have been like A Tale of Two Cities, “It was the best of times, it was the worst of times…” Except, it wasn’t. What I expected to be contentious became nuclear, and what I expected to be delightful was eye-opening in how sometimes you can try to give someone rubies and diamonds, only to receive fool’s gold.
I’ll be back in a few days after I collect my thoughts and re-group. Until then, much love and gratitude to those that bring light into my life.
Well romo loves you and you have many great friends that care for you and a wonderful family. Oh, and I’m moving in! Did you hear? Yay! Look out…
I haven’t worked out the details… The drama is in the details you know.
I know you do, and I love you dearly, too. We’re excited to welcome you! I hope it won’t be too disappointing after living at Yofo’s for a while.
Oh don’t get it twisted; I still live in YoFo’s closet! I’m never leaving. Ever… David is flying me to your house to stay on the weekends. Then back to the closet on Monday.
He better use the private jet to fly you around the country. I think our joint custody agreement will work out well!
Happy Mardi Gras to you, too! I went out early as Rex was forming and it was nice to be able to watch some of the bands warming up.